new era.

what do people when they are depressed? HIDE. maybe. And deny. MAYBE. Well, i don't hide. I just don't appear. But i certainly don't deny it. And because of that, please do not disturb with silly congratulation,oh how smart are you, how unfair it is how how how.
..E prima data dupa sute de ani, cand nu verific de 100 de ori ce am lucrat. And here we go.
And yes, it's lame. Congratulationz to her, to that girl who has succedeeeeeeed finally to be in front of me on a chem' list. Felicitari, sincer.
Felicitari si celorlalti, but now that you are happy, incercati sa nu pretindeti sa fiu mai happy pentru voi decat sunt UNHAPPY pentru mine, da?
This thing was so stupid it didn't even matter , BEFORE. Now it does...Now it's personal.
And i HATE you all congratulating me , when i don't. I know i am inteligent. And i know i am ambitious. And i know THAT NO ONE helped me like before, "winn....nning" this "praiz". I know it all BY HEART". Enough!.
Someone mentioned something about anti-dep. pills?:X[sunt colorate cu scop anti-emo?]
And btw, in special tu, you sucked when you were all sweet and cuddly saying " but i wanted you to come with me.". Lame.

post.

post'urile anterioare au fost sterse din cauze de cenzura democratica. meibi o sa fie un cahmbec

rehab

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
You went, left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy when you're love swept?
You'll do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me
I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know, it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta win myself off of you

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Bridge: Timbaland]
Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, now gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, now gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh

[Pre Chorus:]
Oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using I believe

It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Uh,uh...Revelion 2009

REVELIÓN, revelioane, s.n. Noaptea dintre 31 decembrie şi 1 ianuarie, în care se sărbătoreşte Anul Nou; petrecere care are loc în această noapte. [Pr.: -li-on. – Var.: reveión s.n.] – Din fr. réveillon.
Uh uh, so cul. Ce e frate toata isteria asta? Si de ce oare sarbatorim trecerea in care o sa dam bacul si ADMITEREA? Masochisti...Toalete, botine, sandale, voaluri, manusi, parfumuri, paiete, BLING BLING. Everybody is shopping "USEFUL" stuff, lucruri din alea pe care nu le porti eventual decat o data in an, dar trebuie sa bifezi pe lista faptul ca ti-ai cumparat ceva nou de revelion. Uh uh, poze pe hi5, bani multi, bautura, avem muzica? Da playlist avem? Nu-i nimic, cantam. Live. Pusca si cureaua lata. Cand eram tanar fecior...Si nu dadeam bacul! Ce bine era.
Uh, uh, mi-am stricat o unghie. fuck si oja e la buka.
Uh,uh, tre sa-mi fac parul, asta presupune sa il spal.Si sa imi pun masca din aia YUC! ca sa arat decent.
Uh,uh,si ochelarii mei albi nu sunt purtabili acum.
Uh,uh,ce posheta o sa port?Am una noua cu paiete sa fiu in trend.
'Tui mama lui de bucuresti ca n-am gasit o rochie in tot bucurestiul, excepting PAIETE AND SILVER GRI. So cul.
Si am racit.Am racit ca o originala pe data de 30. Si azi noapte ma ustura nasul. Si acum imi "suflu" secretiile nazale. Si o sa am nasul roshu deseara.
Uh,uh, thx God i am a woman and i can wear make-up.[Nu ca baietii nu pot.]
Uh,uh...i am so lame.Si vorbesc ca un horn infundat. La multi ani 2009!...Te astept cu mult drag,yay!...

the river...

merry merry ho ho ho...

Craciun ciudat!
ciudat!
ciudat!!!
E primul craciun pe care nu il simt. Si e weird. E tare weird. Ma uit ca toanta la my beautiful Christmas tree, pe kre il fac cu mult :X in fiekre an..si nu-mi spune mare lucru. Am pornit instalatiile abia ieri ca lumea...and don't tell me it's middle-age crisis![:))]. I love to do shopping , but i didn't like buying C. presents. I love to shop for myself, but i hated searching for a DRESS pentru marea petrecere si mi-am luat una care nu-mi place. Si niste dresuri de 300 de mii pe kre am sa le rup. sigur:D. In fine...it's weird. I will become a GRINCH. yay...
Si vreau zapada. Nu ciment semi alb:-<.

In fine..sa nu mai aberam. This sucks. And i still love winter.

ye..again on blogsot.

360yahoo may be boring. blogspot again...